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lily
03-27-2008, 10:49 PM
Thoughts from a servicman. (http://ballew74.newsvine.com/_news/2008/03/24/1386597-rr-tale-days-1-4-time-flies)

R&R Tale Days 1-4 (Time Flies)
News Type: Other - Mon Mar 24, 2008 10:05 AM EDT
world-news, iraq, middle-east, contractors, us-troops, rest, iraqdiary,
recuperation
Rob Ballew
R&R, Rest and Recuperation Day 4. Well, considering where I have been the
past 8 months. The camp I am doing R&R has been paradise. From day zero
until now I have spent my time the best I could. From eating good chow to
sleeping on a very comfortable bed to wearing civilian cloths every day. And
although I would have appreciated a 15 day leave home. I can say this has
been very worthwhile to me. And I actually can say I do feel a bit
recharged. Here are a few interesting tidbits about R&R.

First, there are people from all over. Service members and contractors who
serve in Iraq, Afghanistan, and Kuwait. People from all branches and ranks,
different all FOB's and camps. I, actually listening and talking to people
here, found it mind boggling all the diverse collection of people who are
here serving. One of the biggest things about the Guard is the people in my
unit are all from same state. And although we are from different cities and
have different jobs, we all basically share a lot of the same issues and
beliefs. Where as on active duty you have a collection of people from all
over US, and sometimes outside the US. This makes for a very diverse crowd.
And do to the fact that I am from a National Guard unit I forget that there
are so many different personalities. This trip actually helped me to
remember this and I found it pretty refreshing.

Next, our living conditions here. We are in tents sitting inside warehouses.
Now before you ask what is the point let me explain. I think they are set up
that way so they can keep the different groups separated by days you arrive.
This helps keep the staff from guessing where you are in case an emergency
happens. Not to mention makes it easier to clean when we leave. Initially I
was a little disappointed at this fact. But because there is a strict noise
standard enforced inside each tent, I actually found it rather peaceful. And
found the fact that the lack of explosions, gunfire and helicopter traffic
helped me to enjoy some of the best sleep I have had in theater to date. I
honestly have no complaints about the living conditions.

One of th choices we had to do while here was the R&R staff set up daily
trips to the city, mall, and water park as well as a golf course. Also
because it was Easter weekend some American families set up some dinners for
troops on R&R with their families. So we where not confined to camp, we had
the opportunity to leave. The only problem is you need to get there at a
certain time (usually during my sleep schedule) to sign up. So I opted out
of any of the scheduled trips. I was actually content with just sleeping and
eating good chow.

Another good thing was the fact that there is a lot to do. With 4 "bars"
(yes they served beer, but there was a strict 3 beer limit), a world class
gym, a USO with multiple gaming systems, 2 very good internet cafe's, movie
theaters, a pool, miniature golf course, bowling alley, phone banks you can
talk as long as you want on with US phone card rates, spa's, and probably
more I never even checked out. There was so much to do there where times I
felt a bit overwhelmed at times.

Sadly, all good things must end and I have to fly back to Iraq sometime
soon. But at least I had this chance to unwind and be "Rob" for a while.
Sometimes while serving you forget about what it is like being a civilian.
Things like laundry, (yes I washed my own cloths for the first time in
almost a year, and I was excited to do it), seeing a small child, or just
throwing back a couple cold beers while watching my favorite NCAA basketball
teams get beat in the tourney, actually seem foreign to me. I realized that
I am not only "Ballew", I am also "Rob" and even more important "Dad", and
that some day soon I will be back to the life I miss so much. As always
another day down, to bad it was a day I was not ready to let go.

Go Fish
03-28-2008, 12:06 AM
Don't know where you came across this, Lily, but thanks a bazillion for posting it. For those of us who have written similar letters, it'll bring back memories, and for those who have never been out of their environs, it might give them insight.

lily
03-30-2008, 02:57 AM
Link (http://ballew74.newsvine.com/_news/2008/03/20/1376603-an-iraq-tale-vol-11-five-years-ago)

An Iraq Tale Vol. 11: ( Five Years Ago)

5-years-ago
Rob Ballew
Five years ago I was sitting in a tower at the ECP in Camp Arifjan, Kuwait.
Behind an M249 Machine gun watching the vehicles enter and exit the ECP.
Listening to the short wave radio, I bought from the Bazaar, I heard the
news. The war has started. A few days and a lot of scud attacks later and it
was our turn to cross into war. Into a different world, a different life, a
life and world I never would have imagined. Those days all seem a blur
today. I remember all the good and bad times. The times where the pucker
factor was high and the times where we would laugh the nights away. The
nights where I would be up all night on a patrol or pulling guard on some
far off OP. And the days after my tour where I would read of another attack
on military or civilian and feel as if maybe I have not done enough. That
maybe my sacrifice was paltry compared to others. And although I had served
here once I felt compelled to serve here once

Fast forward to today. I am sitting once again in Iraq. A little older,
maybe wiser, and some days wondering just what I have gotten myself into. I
am not here to judge anyone. I have a job here, I do it and do it the best
and most honorable way I can. I conduct myself the way I feel all American
troops should, with dignity and pride in our country and mission here.
Treating the Iraqis with the respect and dignity I would expect if the
situation where reversed. And this is the way I feel most Americans here
feel. There is a lot of positives here, I see them every day. Yes there is a
lot of bad too I see that as well. I won't argue whether the war is right or
wrong. Time and history will be the judge of that. I do know I am here today
because I volunteered for a second tour. Not because I had to, not out of
necessity. No, I did it because I believe in my friends, brothers, sisters,
and the Iraqis. And what kind of person would I be not to come back when I
am able.

5 years ago we liberated/invaded Iraq. Today we are still here, most doing
what we believe is the right thing . I do have hope for the future of Iraq
and the U.S. No matter whether you are a person at home protesting the war,
or sending care packages or a quiet prayer for the troops, or are over here
serving, we are all doing what we feel is the right thing. And eventually
this war will end, will it end the "right" way? That is for the future to
decide. Until then we will keep doing what we do. And pray for a better day
for Iraq and the U.S.